SURVIVOR’S NOTEBOOK

A true story of childhood trauma and survival. 5 Volumes. No fiction. No shortcuts.

"The metallic grind of a key in the lock decided everything:
would home pretend to be home today, or would it turn into a minefield?"

What this project is about

Survivor’s Notebook is an autobiographical five-volume series based on real events.

A worn notebook

The five-volume structure

Volume I — Death of Innocence
Polish paperback: available EN: Amazon (E-book & Paper) — Dec 31, 2025
Volume II — Escape and false normality In progress

Five notebooks

The Vision: From Excavation to Sanctuary

Concept cover

This concept reframes the excavator: not as a tool for unearthing pain, but as a symbol of shelter and protection.

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Want to see if this story resonates with you? Download the first pages of Volume I.

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Publication & Order

Amazon.pl (PL Ready) Amazon.com (Release Dec 31, 2025) Amazon.de (Release Dec 31, 2025)

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About the author

Robert Shadow Portrait RS Brand Mark

This testimony was written not only to tell a story, but to help people recognize struggles that often go unnamed for years. Today I want my publications to raise awareness and lead to real support.